• toxicpen 9w

    They ask how are you?

    Should i tell you how my life is falling apart
    Should i expose all my ugly scars
    Should i tell you my ex points out every flaw
    And when i try to talk to my kids she wont answer my calls
    Should i tell you my feelings of inadequancy follow me to work
    Processed like i am a drained from the customer jerks
    And this feeling of inadequancy goes without measure
    They tell me to have fun but it is a real buzz killer
    My own mom and her selfish tendencies made me cut her out due to toxicity
    Should i tell you im long due for a therapist doc
    Need to disect and examine all my thoughts