• nakupenda 10w

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    I said this heart of
    mine can’t take
    anymore
    so I kept everyone
    at arms length and
    then you stood
    before me with
    those eyes and that
    smile and I allowed
    you to embrace me
    and one more time
    for the last time
    I will love someone
    you held me and
    comforted me with
    the innocence of
    your love
    your words
    captivated
    my heart and I took
    each promise it
    adorned my heart
    and it settled my fears
    I felt alive and important
    every time you’d
    message just to assure
    me of how much I meant
    to you and how much
    you thought of me
    and each message
    quickly turned into
    I can’t speak now
    I’m busy
    talk later
    and later meant days
    not hours
    and I was starving with
    the five minutes you
    could spare
    it crushed my hope
    and taught me I wasn’t
    important enough to
    spend any time with
    we argued you promised
    and promises from you
    left me standing in quick
    sand
    my soul starving to death
    as it devoured your little
    time knowing I’d never be
    worth more
    my tears soaked the
    pillow
    as my loneliness kept
    me awake wondering
    why I wasn’t good enough
    or worth your time
    dating someone should
    never feel like solitude
    when I said this was the
    last time I’d ever try or
    let anyone in
    unlike you I back up my
    words
    and it hurts like hell but it’s
    time I said goodbye
    before everything inside
    me dies

    ©️ mokrani

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