It fuckin pains
It pains, it hurts, it fuckin pains alot.
Feels like my soul is being scratched with sharp nails.
Making the wound deeper.
I don't want this pain, yet I cannot do anything to stop it.
Feels like I'm gonna end up soon in grave.
This desperation, you can't imagine how badly I want to get back to normal,
I Desperately want this pain to end,
Yet I can't see when it will.