• weloveseptember 23w

    Heavy Feelings

    I am drowning in feelings that I can not name, and in emotions that I can not describe.

    My heart beats so fast that at any moment it will stop, or explode.

    Time stops around me, while my brain tries to hoard all the blood that drowns it, full of a sweet poison that has no flavor and that bitter in the stomach.

    I don't know what is happening inside of me, but it's killing me in a fucking painful way.

    However, I do not want anesthesia. It feels good to know that I'm not empty inside.

    I know I'm dying, but well, of something has to die the human being. Even if it's drowned in its own rotten soul.