• _everything_hurts_ 5w

    C L I C K

    C L I C K
    goes the camera
    as you sit there and smile
    you feel like your smile could get ripped off at any moment
    you already feel it breaking
    you feel the tears ready to start running
    and your heart beat starting to pick up
    but no
    you shove it all down
    you have to smile and be perfect
    'i cant' you think the tears are now about to fall

    'oh, cant you see, you have to. no one will like you if they find out that you're not perfect. so smile for the camera.' you think, though your not sure if it was really you thinking that. You don't really know anymore.

    you smile
    C L I C K
    goes the camera one more time.