And there I was, panting and struggling
In a whirlpool of madness and depression
While there you were, bumbling and cackling
Oblivious to my suffering, with a cold expression
All I wanted was someone to comfort
To take my addled mind into a warm embrace
But you only ever felt I was a disgrace
Why couldn't you see that I was just hurt
Now that I've won, it is a thing of the past
But a hint of that soreness has already grown a cast
My heart doth feel an aversion to love
And my mind oft question " Is what I know to be love really love "
Though my beliefs were shaken
I still abide and try to help and be kind
Cause I belive in happiness that cometh by following the heart
It has never been a question of right nor wrong
That was what I had gathered on mending my addled mind..
And now you call me heartless and cold?
You call me selfish and question my heart
Too say that I am indifferent to suffering
When what you have suffered is akin to a minor scrape
Where were you when I was struggling to breathe
The thing that pulled me out was my calculating mind
It was the anchor to my drifting mind.
I get it that you couldn't see it
I get it that you can't stand me not seeing it
There's no fault of yours nor mine
But where doth justice lie...