Today was my first time asking a girl out.
I already knew that there was a possibility that she would reject me.
I told myself that I'd be okay with that though.
In reality, I wasn't.
When she said, no, I felt empty.
I have liked this girl for 3 months and planned on asking her to the dance.
I felt like a robot just walking around.
I told my friend at my new school about what had happened.
When she said she was sorry, I felt like crying.
I couldn't cry though.
It takes a lot for me to cry at school.
After school, I got home and as soon as I sat down, i started crying.
I had liked this girl for so long that if she told me to do something, i would do it.
I'm still sad about it still.
I'll get over it by tomorrow.