• kitty89 13w

    Rearrange and sort through the mess

    Never saw this day coming, but it's here once more.
    Swore I wouldn't need to touch them again, how wrong could I be.
    Also believed I wouldn't be this person I am now, someone I thought had disappeared.
    If this doesn't work, I don't know what to do next.

    Even though you're here, it feels like you're so far away.
    Once it felt like we were a team, we could get through anything together.
    I know if I don't fix this, I'll have to probably say goodbye.

    I just hope and try to believe that you haven't given up on me completely.
    You are my strength, my hope, my everything.
    I know lately that's probably not how it's seemed, but I promise I'll do all that I can.
    So that we can be us once more, the us who we've always been.

    I know there is still love there inside, but it's not like it once was.
    Just please stay by my side and help me push through.
    I don't want you to fix me, I know that you can't.
    I just need the reassurance that we can tear this apart.
    So I can be the me from the start.

    Tomorrow's the day where it all starts to change.
    Even this will take some time, I just hope you understand.
    I will do all that I can and try everything that I can.
    Just hold onto me and I'll see this through.
    I'm sorry it's taken so long for me to seek this help.