Rearrange and sort through the mess
Never saw this day coming, but it's here once more.
Swore I wouldn't need to touch them again, how wrong could I be.
Also believed I wouldn't be this person I am now, someone I thought had disappeared.
If this doesn't work, I don't know what to do next.
Even though you're here, it feels like you're so far away.
Once it felt like we were a team, we could get through anything together.
I know if I don't fix this, I'll have to probably say goodbye.
I just hope and try to believe that you haven't given up on me completely.
You are my strength, my hope, my everything.
I know lately that's probably not how it's seemed, but I promise I'll do all that I can.
So that we can be us once more, the us who we've always been.
I know there is still love there inside, but it's not like it once was.
Just please stay by my side and help me push through.
I don't want you to fix me, I know that you can't.
I just need the reassurance that we can tear this apart.
So I can be the me from the start.
Tomorrow's the day where it all starts to change.
Even this will take some time, I just hope you understand.
I will do all that I can and try everything that I can.
Just hold onto me and I'll see this through.
I'm sorry it's taken so long for me to seek this help.