solution

©hiyaorhiyu
before jumping into solution please think about what is actually your problem
try to have atleast some sort of peace in your mind
so that the planning or strategy or steps already prepared in the mind before its actual execution
secondly regarding the answer of why
that you will eventually get to know when the phase will get over
so please don't focus on looking for the answer of why
moreover you are going to appreciate those hard times in the future only if it helps you in any way sorting it out your problem either halfly or fully