I dream I am swimming in a lake at night.
Everything is dark.
The sky is dark and so is the lake.
I can't see my own hand right in front of my face.
But I do see a light.
I don't know what is the source of this light.
But I can put a face on it.
And I want to love the face.
I want to swim towards the light.
I want to kiss that face again.
But something in the lake is pulling me back.
It's like I am anchored in the same spot for ages.
Even though I can swim around in the lake.
I will never be able to swim ashore.
I will never reach the light.
I don't know why I am tied.
I don't know why the lake is so dark.
I don't know why i am so scared....