• walkerofpaths 11w

    Progression

    Change,
    Such a weird process,
    No longer being complacent,
    Having to want better,
    Not just getting by.

    Understanding,
    Toxic traits,
    Slowly weeding them out,
    Giving myself a reason to be proud.

    I won't lie,
    Falling foolishly to false pride,
    I'm addicted to the race to die.

    In love with pain,
    Physical,
    Mental,
    It's all the same.

    Proves to me I'm real,
    The garbage I feel,
    Unwilling to let go,
    Cause it's all I know.
    Fuck being a character in someone else's show,
    No longer will I just sit and cry,
    Waiting to die.
    ©walkerofpaths