• roxana91 5w

    Someone special for you

    I hope that someone special for you,
    Will make you happy,
    Being proud of you,
    Holding your hand
    In front of everyone -
    With dignity.

    I don't ask you to remember me,
    Nor does it matter what it was,
    Just what it is, what it will be soon.

    I hope you will find your freedom
    In those arms that will fix
    Your broken pieces after you left.

    It won't matter that I couldn't make you happy,
    It won't matter what it was before.

    In the meantime I'm going
    To open a bottle of wine,
    Thinking about the promises we both made,
    And every drop of wine will flow into my veins,
    In my cells, trying to anesthetize my thoughts.

    I want to forget for a second
    That I'm still bleeding and I'm still in pain.
    In the meantime, I will write
    A few more words on the sheet,
    And then I will release them to the storm.

    I will be happy for you,
    Seeing your innocent smile.
    I'm going to call some friends
    And pretend I'm whole,
    Even though my smile
    Is already taken by your mouth.

    I hope you will fulfill your desires
    Feeling complete.
    I hope that someone special for you,
    Will make you happy,
    Being proud of yourself.
    ©roxana91