• penning_down_mythoughts 6w

    I wish i could tell you
    how your departure left
    a permanent mark of
    not trusting anyone again
    I wish i could tell you
    how you your touch still
    lingers on my body and
    everyday i try to scrub it of
    and i hate it how i think of
    you touching another girl just
    like the way you touched me.
    I wish i could tell you how I
    still remember your smile
    and it warms my heart.
    I wish i could tell you how i search
    for you in crowded streets and my
    hands itching to hold yours.
    I wish i could tell you how i
    run back again and again to our
    favourite spot near that lake
    and find bits and pieces of our
    love lying there and how i see
    flashback of our fights and search
    for that one sign where you behaved
    like you were slipping away.
    I wish i could i tell you how december
    nights reminds me of our cozy moments
    soaking up the christmas vibes under
    the blankets and jamming to justin's mistletoe.
    I wish i could tell you how much i miss
    you and how these memories are a
    constant reminder of your absence
    and that the pain never goes away
    and how departures are hard to accept.
    I wish i could tell you how much
    it hurts me to see you living without me
    like i never existed in your life and
    you never really loved me.

    #mirakee #scribbles #musings

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    Unsaid Wishes

    I wish i could tell you how much i miss
    you and how these memories are a
    constant reminder of your absence.

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