Can't it be like the first time
The shy 'Hi'
Pacing on the cold night
With no expectations
The butterflies in the tummy
Me punching you in the arm,
That being the first time, I did to somebody except my dad
Listening to each and every single word you said
Laughing at your jokes
Wanting to listen to you like that, forever
Wanting that night out in the cold, to never end
I didn't feel like coming back
Why can't it happen again
I was really strong until the moment I saw you today
Too many words shared, all the never ending smiles,
We couldn't face each other, that's what broke me.
Please heart, let it go.