ILLUSION OF HER
Everytime now, he is happy and cheerful and make himself look like a joyful person. It's because he is broken from inside, and the reasons are his own works. He want to make things better but how could he, he don't know what to do. And alone, he cry, he screams, try to over his life, but no... He can't. His heart pain is unbearable, he don't sleep the night's regreting. He remember the time before he knew her and wish he would return to that time, and make himself ready to face everything for her.
And he lives a great life within his dreams with her, 'he lives with the illusion of her'.