It all dawned on me that having him is not worth it. I realised that being pushy on some things didn't help. I noticed that me, myself and I were the only ones who were there for me. I decided to be there for myself because being someone's shadow makes you a beggar. I decided to make my life bright and have myself as a shining armor. Coz life without myself is worthless. So I restored my hope and courage back, for a better tomorrow.