A son of a friend.
I am sending these words out to you , because I have heard you are really down anxious have suicidal thoughts. Not only because your mum is a friend but I know how bad that feels. I hold out my hand and offer you my time. Time to listen to you and help you make the first steps towards getting some of them feelings away. Mindfulness is something I am doing at the moment. You could try it too. You have nothing to lose. I hope your mum reads this and passes it on to you. Talking to the right people is the best thing for you. No ulterior motive reason is simple. I care.