Most times I really wish the world wouldn't see me.
Because when they do I end up being judged by the worlds definition of beauty.
I try to look at myself through God and my mothers eyes because probably they are the only ones who see me as beautiful.
I'd stand behind people while taking pictures or I'd rather lay in the comforts of my bed rather than going out because I just don't want to be seen.
But you know; it's really not my fault, I didn't ask to be born with big bones ....I just saw me like that.
And maybe if the big bones were beautiful......I'd consider staying that way but it is invert.