If only written words were enough to convince your hands to let go of my heart
If only tears where enough to wipe away the smile I had whenever you laugh at my stupid jokes.
If only I could take away the pain I feel when I stare at the photograph of two of us.
If only I can pretend to be happy without you.
If only I was good at ignoring your late night calls.
If only the smell of your skin wouldn't be the only thing I can inhale.
If only the touch of your finger on my neck could be last thing I feel before I die
If only I never wrote this poem because of you.