I lay awake each and every night,
Sitting in terror in the moonlight.
Thinking about how you will flee,
Trying to see what's wrong with me.
I dont steal or lie or cheat,
But I'm sure that that is no great feat.
But everytime I get cut to the bone,
As they walk out of my life and leave me alone.
I have no idea how long this will last,
But I'm afraid it will end just like all in my past.
You have said you love me and that I am the one,
But I'm still afraid you'll do like they've done.
You're arent like the rest though, I know it is true.
I've never loved another they way I love you.
So now you know my deepest fears,
and that you are able to bring me to tears.
I pray they ar not ones of pain,
I would hate to be in that place again.
But I think they will be tears of joy,
You make me feel like a high school boy.