Life before That

And what about
Life before that
Before taking the leap
Before trusting self
Another time
Before wanting to play it again
Before dreaming one more dream.

It was one more dream
It made me to fight
Not to get attached
To know you can lose out all
And again get back
The broken pieces are also me
The new put up
Is also me
The new faces
Hell of new stories

Not been there
Never done a lot of it
Might never do a lot of it
The wishes are mushy
You can almost feel it
With a deep breath and
Cuddling self

Never before or after
Never was or would be
Reality is the best illusion
It's just about the flick