Full of hollowness and nothingness
My life sits in this empty place
Laddened with the burden of Guilt
Reminiscing on the bitter memories of my nasty past
So bitter are my memories, my heart bleeds to the thought of guilt
Poisoned from the curse that runs deep within my veins.
Guilt is to my spirit, what pain is to my body
So difficult it is for me to betray my guilt with my looks
The river of my emotions has burst it's banks
And my guilt gone over the edges of control
Too sacred am I to dig deeper into myself
There's no rush to unpack my inside, nothing special about my depression.
I am tired only with the tiredness that comes with guilt
My guilt is unforgettable, my conscience still knows of it.
Guilt you are a venom
Worse than slow poison
Haunting the guilt every moment
The world believes me to be right
But the guilt within recalls
All the lies told
All the love sold
All the friends betrayed
All the monsters portaryed
This feeling of guilt, a destructive and ultimately pointless emotion
This feeling is a burden, though mine deserved
It's no way I want to feel
It's no place I want to be
This feeling of guilt
How did I get here?