My body held a funeral for my mind yesterday.
Every memory that I ever created,came to the ceremony.
Anger, showed up and stayed till the very end.
Sadness, came by to meet it's best friend.
Pity, filled the room with it's unwanted presence.
but happiness, a long lost friend was nowhere to be seen.
As my mind starts to rot,
Craving emotions, like a diver craves air,
I lay there,restless, desperate to find a way to break free.
But my demons are watching...
And I can't do anything as they choke everything that I once loved to death.
Now I understand, why happiness never arrived.