Should I be preparing myself for the inevitable.
When I get to feel the solitude and the darkness all over again.
When no longer is there a hope for a better day, a calm night, an uninterrupted sleep and no more fight.
But for now I stay hopeful.
I dream better dreams and do what my heart desires.
For who else is supposed to be there for you, if you don't even try to become the knight in the shining armor.
In this fairytale called life.