It feels like I'm choking on my own unsaid words.
You used to be my go to person but now I can't even talk to you about things.
I have no one to talk to about this.
I used to be able to tell you things but how am I supposed to tell you that my problems stem from you?
Who am I supposed to talk to then?
Everyone thinks we're perfect and the truth is you used to be my person but now I don't even know how to act around you.
Everything hurts, it feels like I'm about to implode,
All my unsaid words are piling unbelievably high and I just can't do this anymore.