Sometimes she feels probably she doesn't deserve an ounce of love in this lifetime. Is she supposed to be feeling the things she is feeling right now. Like does she really deserve this? Cry day in an day out atleast thrice a week. Coz it fucking hurts. Hurts more than it should..
I'll tell you the reason why it hurts so much coz you have givn him so much power and he can either make you or break you. It's so strong that one word that comes out of him has the power to either make you laugh or make you cry your eyes out. No matter how hard it is to accept, you've been loving a person who can either give you all the happiness in the world or destroy you.