My Worst Nightmare
I've been surrounded by all these lies
Filling the void with all the answers I hide.
No longer can I see inside
A version of me that can't be compromised.
As each day goes by
A new battle begins
For what I have become
And what I have been
I become so distracted
By numbing the pain
Sometimes I forget
I even have a name
Something to get by
Instead of be a man
With self worth
And a moral stand
Love has lost all its simplicity
It's been complex
Just needed history
Now it's corrupt to a point of no repair
Because all I do is stay stuck in despair.
Forgive me father for being scared
The burden ended up to much to bare
I hope our God treats me fair
For losing you was my worst nightmare.