Tick tick tick, I can hear the sound!! empty sockets, a clock hissed in serpent hours, it's venom oozing from the crystal walls Its 4.a.m you insomniac.
I used to be very tired And stay awake late at night My thoughts would keep me up It was getting harder to fight not being able to sleep.
I used to think about my failures And everything I've done wrong How I fucked everything up It's all a familiar song!!
I used search for peace!! I used to wonder how!! When will I ever meet my one true love!! These lonley nights Without sleep I used to dream with my eyes open! Dream about things that would never happen!!
Well rhyming used to get so hard When I tried to write my mind. Because I was unable to find the words That could shed light!! I was fighting my demon's every night!! Everyday passed it was one more Lonley sleepless night!!
My eyes can't help but to strain. I used to pray!! God why must this silence haunt me?! I can't stand it, I just want to sleep. Please leave me be.
And then, I met this special person in my life!! The love of my life!! I told him its hard for me to fall asleep!
My lonely nights disappeared We used to talk still the sunrise! But it was still a sleepless night!! Tired eyes!! But a happy soul!
I wasn't lonley anymore I wasn't sad!! I didn't care about the sleep!!
Cause he made me feel me!! As days passed by and I met him I fell asleep on his arms Like a little baby Yes the insomniac lunatic Finally fell asleep!!
Shocked I woke up to see myself asleep sssh..... Go back to sleep Your safe and sound!! I fell in love with him more and more Fuck u just fell asleep I told myself!! My eyes were honey with happiness, I just can't express.
But now I regret why I started to sleep, Cause I'm cursed always, I can't render happiness no matter what!! I sleep and now that's a crime My sleep destroyed the happiness, Of the love of my life!!
Again, and a heavy grey-smudged blanket, I woke up to see the mess I am, settles around me, uneasy I wanna sip black tea with milk, eyes adjust, and becomes a friend with the night again! Tonight I'll surrender myself again to demon's I'll never fall asleep again im better with a sleepless night rather than a lonely night!!