Yes!, I'm selfish now, this time I admit. I'm more prioritizing myself than giving all of this affections to the same guy who doesn't even value my worth, who doesn't give much more effort I need- I need to love and respect my own self too because that's what I'm supposed to be and that's what I'm supposed to do in the first place. But I'm too numb to felt and too blind to see it. But now I realized that it is not always you who makes me whole. Stop dealing the card you played because darling this time, I'll never want to play the part again. I was precautions by the fact that you will ruin me soon, and I will not wait for that time to come, so this time back off.