I wish I can write what is on my mind
But then I would be obsessing over you all over again
It’s unfortunate
A blessing and a curse
I can replay the good times if I wanted to
But I can never eradicate what is stored in my subconscious for those rainy days and lonely nights
Those painful memories never fail to be replaced in my reverie by happier times
Replaying in my head like a one track mind
Feeling a sense of nostalgia aches my heart
As a downpour of old times bring a flood of unwanted emotions
Starting all over again with a waterfall of tears as a result of a shattered heart.

©️VirgoSun