• cyanshadeofblue 10w


    Back in the daze, walking through life in a haze. Not knowing where I'm going, all of my demons showing. Wishing to be free, free from this monster that imprisons me. I have no idea what to do, searching everywhere for a clue. I never do learn my lesson, the lesson on how to get rid of this depression. I was doing better, even became a go getter. Now I'm here again, think I'll never win. This battle inside, all my inscerities I can't hide. I lay in bed and cry, not even knowing why. He asks if I'm okay, there are no words I can say. Tightly he holds me, I'm thankful that into his arms I can flee. Not even he can fix everything, the saddest of songs my heart will always sing.