• sprinklet 8w

    I push away the people
    that I love the most
    Coz' I know they will break
    My heart when they will find out
    That I am 'lost'
    They will mock at me
    When they will find
    That I am too vulnerable
    This will destroy me
    Coz' I am so emotional

    I cry in the dark
    So that no one can see me in tears
    I repeat this until my mind clears
    From the negative thoughts
    From the lost hope
    I still struggle to find
    Even a little bit of scope

    I will remain strong
    Even if it's just for show
    I will still thrive
    Even if no one know
    My hardships
    My insecurities
    I will bury all my curiosities

    I know this will make me all alone
    But the feelings of care and love
    From my heart are long gone
    As long as I am alive
    I will kill all those emotional vibes
    That will try to strangle my heart
    In beautiful lies of love
    Coz' I can't be able to survive
    With another piece of broken heart

    My heart is beyond repair
    I am trying to
    Come out of my state of despair
    And I made a pact with pride
    Not to get any help
    So I will struggle
    With my whole to dwell
    In this life where
    I am a prisoner of my own thoughts!!!

    #darksprinklet

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    I push away the people
    that I love the most
    Coz' I know they will break
    My heart when they will find out
    That I am 'lost'!
    ©sprinklet