I push away the people that I love the most Coz' I know they will break My heart when they will find out That I am 'lost' They will mock at me When they will find That I am too vulnerable This will destroy me Coz' I am so emotional
I cry in the dark So that no one can see me in tears I repeat this until my mind clears From the negative thoughts From the lost hope I still struggle to find Even a little bit of scope
I will remain strong Even if it's just for show I will still thrive Even if no one know My hardships My insecurities I will bury all my curiosities
I know this will make me all alone But the feelings of care and love From my heart are long gone As long as I am alive I will kill all those emotional vibes That will try to strangle my heart In beautiful lies of love Coz' I can't be able to survive With another piece of broken heart
My heart is beyond repair I am trying to Come out of my state of despair And I made a pact with pride Not to get any help So I will struggle With my whole to dwell In this life where I am a prisoner of my own thoughts!!!