• bystander 22w

    armyman's diary

    how to tell you.. how i survived..
    having a little anxiousness in fabricating with new friends at that time
    I started chirographing my diary every night
    as i promised my other half to handover my diary, after my life

    how to tell you.. how i survived..
    When they posted me to Sundarban followed by Siachen
    from -30 to 40 degree every day and night.
    Getting rotten fishes,pulses and wakeful on a banana leaf in the forest
    But always ready to contrive.

    how to tell you.. how i survived..
    At the day of devastate.. everything debrised, of shotguns from both sides
    sitting under a tree in fatigue and misery. Watching my mates' body, blood getting mixed with asian dirt, though mine

    how to tell you.. how i survived..
    That I've never "survived"
    because i always wanted to be martyr rather than to be mortified
    I'll always stay alive, in that sound of "21 topo ki salami" and people's confide.

    how to tell you.. it wasn't like a "survive"..
    Jai Hind!

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