• a_rijit 9w

    UNDERSTAND THIS.

    I may miss you.

    I maybe burning from within, to just talk.

    I may be imagining a whole paragraph and jott down all the emotions while you're offline, and then, after I'm satisfied.. I'll just press the backspace key, real hard and long!!!

    I may even not reply to your stories, just because i may feel stupid later...

    I may experience Anxiety attacks, stressout and suffocate..

    BUT THAT DOESN'T JUST MEAN

    I DON'T CARE.
    IT'S JUST.
    I'M AFRAID OF TAKING ANY UNCERTAIN STEPS..
    EVEN BABYSTEPS..
    AND PLEASE, FOR ONCE..
    REMEMBER THIS..
    I REALLY, WANT YOU TO BE A PART OF THE EPILOGUE IN THE BOOK OF MY LIFE..

    BUT.
    ALL I REALLY DO IS WAIT AND HOPE.


    ©a_rijit

    23rd of September, 2020