• chasing_cosmic_sunsets 9w

    Hey God, It’s Me Again...

    I prayed to God today...and that’s something I don’t normally do. I asked him to help me, I asked him to give me strength for the things to come. I asked for a sign, anything as a sign... a message from another person, a song on the radio, a memory... anything... but nothing has come yet. I am so scared and lonely. I feel like I have an ocean inside me but the tears won’t come out. I asked God for forgiveness, I apologized over and over for giving up on him. I feel as if he abandoned me. I’m afraid that there is no God. Maybe if I believe hard enough I won’t be afraid anymore...

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