• masokitten 36w

    Self-Inflicted Nightmare

    Frozen in time shackled by my own doubt
    Lose who I am every time I black out
    Suspended in this perpetual pain
    My insecurities drive me insane
    Fear slithers its tendrils around my throat
    Slowly forms a noose to keep me afloat
    Self-hatred lashes out against my skin
    Each bloody wound is a symbol of sin
    Locked inside a space between life and death
    Lungs start to burn as I fight for a breath
    You are worthless, a failure, a burden…
    A waste of space, doomed to be abandoned
    Each negative thought branded into flesh
    The wounds on my body begin to mesh
    Stuck inside this self-inflicted nightmare
    For I once again gave into my fear