When your knees have fallen from grace, leaving you on your hands
When your guilt tries to save face and your body balances on stilts to stand
Tears roaming, descending in a solo motion
Grandiose body movements represent an innocent notion
Screaming "I didn't do it, I didn't do it, don't blame me!" "You're in my life but you're never around, yet I fucking hate you!"
"I often despise you, the lies you tell are so fucking shameful!"
She said condescending, she often hated for being different and never trending
Her days darken, her pain hearkens to your bolded mental
To go calm and go palm that beholden pencil
Steady alone, but always a hand to help her lift
Because the pills give her chills that tell her "never quit"
But whole time, her "helping hand" was a fallacy
And her lies were in disguise of a devil
But actually, it was support