"Somewhere amidst the chaos inside my soul, there was a flower that blossomed to make me see some beauty in the worst situations." " I've never looked past the boundaries I drew, possibly if I did... I could have seen it too" "It isn't too late, hold on to my words I'll show you that it's not too late." I hate myself less when my father calls me up and asks me to talk to my family miles apart. When my ma speaks to me after tirelessly toiling in the kitchen, I hate myself less when I wake up alive, feeling that it was worth it. I hate myself less when I know at the end of the day I made at least one person laugh. I hate myself less when I know that the person I love is having a great life, though I'm not in it. we hate ourselves less when we find happiness in others faces " There may have been too many reasons to detest my existence," "But there are enough reasons to move the hate aside."