I was hoping to see you one last time, I wanted to look you in the eyes and give you a piece if my mind. I wanted to let you know that your abandonment caused me pain and anger, especially as a teenager and I wanted to scold you and set things straight.
Then I wanted to hold your hand and make amends as a grown man and let you know that what occured is in the past and you have been forgiven.
However I am left grief stricken since you passed away and there will be no last visit. Father, I still want to let you know wherever you rest that I hope you went in peace and that I believe deep down you cared about our family. @f.r.valencia