I still remember those dark nights, when I broke down into a ball of mess, my head propped on my crossed knees, dried tears marked on my cheeks.
You were there listening to my silent howls,
You were there.
When a speck of the past hits me like a train, where I fell into a dark pit again,
Days where I felt like I was useless,
When the whole world was against me,
When I didn't believe in myself,
I cried to you, only you
As you were my closest person I had,
Eventhough we sung different melodies,
You loved me with all you had.
Through sickness and pain,
You cared, as a friend
as a partner, a lover
The space between us, didn't hold us back
We always waited to meet,
Until one day, I left.
If only I was more thankful for your presence in my life, maybe I would have stayed, for you.