When you're not in control of yourself At that time you are not you and you become something else.Then you can't stop yourself from doing what you don't have to do. you start asking questions and answers by yourself
What is happening to me these days, who is it that is not letting me live like me?
Maybe you also know why all this is happening but you often deny the truth
Your nature is changing, your way of speaking is changing, you are changing all over, but you do not know
Then you deliberately try to keep distance from people, but this causes more bitterness and toughness in your nature.
Instead of being happy you start feeling unhappy
You are with everyone but you start living with yourself all the time
What is this all about, why is it for what no one here will know except you and me