How would I describe my life?
Well if you could imagine a huge house of cards collapsing in slow motion from it's brink.
That house of cards would be like my life. While I'm trying to build another one right next to it as fast as I can.
Hoping I might someday be able to live not just survive.
Often these pieces falling from the primordial one fall upon the one I've been trying to build at vicinal, shattering it.
And so I try to put back the pieces back as fast as I can.
A non viable task.
But all I have is a hope that maybe, maybe I can alter the conclusion of it.
I hope because I'm just human.
I want to live not just survive.