Listen, you have to start choosing yourself. You have to start thinking that you are the main character. Because if you don't, your life will continue to pass by you. And all those every little things that makes your life so beautiful will go unnoticed. And you will loose the moment you will gonna cherish, when you look back at this time. So take a deep breath, take a moment and look around and realise that you are blessed. It is a blessing for you to be at the point where you are.