This is a year of great change for you. You love college. Now you have a boyfriend and that makes you feel important for the first time in your life. He tells you everything you want to hear. You start going to the gym every day. You look better than ever and you know this because guys start hitting on you at school, at work, and in the most random of places. You're now the cute girl with the nice ass or at least now you're aware of it. You have no idea how detrimental that will be to your life from that point on. You feel like every good thing that's happening is because you are finally allowing yourself to feel deserving of happiness. You're living in a fantasy world. You only see your subjective reality, you can't see the bigger picture of what's happening.