#daechwita_bday #suga_bday

Credits : Kim Taehyung, Song - Blue & Grey ❤️

Happy Birthday @ak_anjali_daydreamzz ❤️❤️


MY NARCISSUS

Where is my Angel .... the hazy shadow of
my bliss...Have you left me in those sublime
memories of our camaraderie........
or in those colorful dreams of a nefelibata.....
Can you see that those colours don't paint my
happiness without you. Are you happy without me?
Can you look at me ?
Because I'm blue and grey.

See how cruel time is, trying to blend us into
that same mundane life from where we escaped once.......and then you gave me those words that
shaped my quill....and at nights we wrote
letters to utopia.....and stories of euphoria..

I still have dreams of your gleaming face
penciled like the evanescent sunset
ebbing away into the infinity,
Silhouette of our images embracing for the
very first time wishing that the day never ends,
and your hands holding a bouquet of lilies you
once said you would trade for my smile.

That day I might tell you a secret of this
Sagittarius soul, and why a Blue Topaz is
her birthstone, perhaps then you will realise
the power of your quill, the strength of your
heart and the dynamic woman you are.....

I used to write before I met you, but my heart
decided to ink after I met you.....
and it gave life to those dead words.....
Trivial as it sounds is where I begin,
from frivolous to a better me.......

You always knew the depth of my abyss,
the tears ruining my poker face, and even
the facade I put up to make me feel happier....
So don't push me to live like this......
As now this ground feels so heavier
I'm singing by myself......
I just wanna be happier ......
And I need you by my side....
Forever ........My narcissus.....

© the97_introvert


~Penned on 14th December 2020

Forgive me for writing such a boring note on your bday.
I just want you to know that ...you are the reason, I started to write something that was worth reading..
You made feel better when I regretted living in fantasy sometimes ....
Please be with me forever my twin sister ♥️
I wish I could hug you and tell you how much
I love your pure heart ....
I Wish I could tell you how amazing you are ...
Thankyou for being everything that you are ...
My Tae Tae ♥️
My Taehyung's Heart ❤️

- with love, Kookie ��