I've been thinking about
Where will I ultimately land to?
What are gonna be my possessions?
Will they be all good virtues?
Or disgrace, hopelessness,disbelief brought about by a few failures?
Will I have lived my life to the fullest?
Will I be able to make it to a legendary end?
Will I be able to leave my footsteps for others to be inspired?
Will I be able to create history?
Or history is gonna portray me as a loser,a coward and useless person?
Will I be be able to be of any help to the needy?
Or I myself am gonna be helpless?
I've been thinking if I'm not distracted from my obligations and been enchanted by fantasies of some other world ?