See you later

We all ignore what we truly need
It's not money it's love
But we're afraid to say it
Because we feel if we do
People would shame us for wanting attention
We all experience things differently
But nobody wants to admit that
Because you love your family
Doesn't mean I love mine
Because you want to stay alive
Doesn't make me an idiot for wanting to die
When I feel like crying but the tears don't drop
I grab a pen and write nonstop
Well at least till the pain and shame gets drafted on my empty paper
But if it doesn't
I'd grab a stool and a rope and scream
"I'LL SEE YOU LATER"
©dayo_is_black