Lost It took some time to heal,
I was not focusing on the right thing.
Thinking he broke my heart,
When in reality he broke my soul.
He walked away with much more than he knows,
I didn't want to accept it or realize it,
Facing it was the first step,
I want to apologize to you but what good would that make at this point.
I have to realize my mistakes and grow,
The darkest time of my life,
Not knowing who to turn to,
Having any support a mental burst,
I’m getting to the breaking point.
I still haven’t figured out what I want,
Who I am anymore, Where to go from here.
I continue to pray and heal,
I want this chapter to end already a living nightmare.