• sophiaoriana 5w

    idk what im doing I hope someone likes and can relate to this tho

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    Im okay with it now

    My mind is on a constant loop of tv static
    Its been this way for awhile
    Like a television thats loss signal
    With no god damn off switch
    An eternal incoherent buzz
    My thoughts and feelings are still here though
    Just muted
    Drowned out by the sound
    Im okay with it now though
    I used to think it was the worst thing ever
    To be out of touch with my own mind and surroundings
    Until one day the noise stopped
    Dead silence
    I could hear it all
    Clear as HD
    Everything felt too loud
    Too real
    So I then decided to slip back into my filtered reality
    I think i like it better this way