My Love Since I Was a Child

When the night ends
The destruction is over
In the ruins of our love I'll live forever

It saddens me that I can't have
My one true love
Could there be something more sad

I've longed for this guy before I knew
What love was or what were its means

I just knew I loved him
From the bottom of my heart
I always thought of him
Before every new start

Funny he never saw
How much I adored him
I wish I could have told him
Cause he couldn't see

How badly I wanted him
And I still do
This love is so old
It is so not new

Each time I hid my emotions
Each time I let it go
It's been the hardest thing to do
And now it's just a new kinda low

I'll love him forever
The love of my life
The king of my heart
My love since I was a child